The ocean rolled past, and it's sound combined with the thunder. fire blew up from the little tree's around, and smoke clouded the sky. ashes were already blowing around. I was all alone. my only companion lying on the ground, motionless, with his blood pouring from his limbs. I couldn't move on in this state. my motionless friend was what kept me going... he help me with my laguz fear. but if he's dead... my head will cloud back up with those fears. I've made up my mind know. even if im shuddering, and my hand's are shaking. I will remove the blade out of his hand. I have to do this. I finally launched my hand forward and grab the holy sword out of his hand and raised it above my head. I remember him saying, before we left the others, that he would fight by side forever. But now he's dead, how can he or I stand by each others side now? I have no reason to live now. I turned his sword to my chest, and next, the blade was coming closer, and closer. I didn't want all this pain to rain on me... But this the thing I can't regret or change my mind about. Cause after this blade pierces my chest... It's death.
I felt completely zoned. dizzy. all those sickening feelings swirled around me. I tried to look through my fogy vision. every swirled and blended together like paint. my heart skipped a beat as I realized that I was still alive. I thought I was seeing before the blue spiritual figure in front to me in a familiar voice came out at me. Ike's voice! I leaped up as my vision blended to normal, and I leaped forward to hug Ike's spirit, but I slipped right through it. My heart filled to the brim with anxiety. Ike then talk to me "listen Soren your alone now. I won't let you kill your self. your the only lasting half of a close bond. I won't let you die.